Gasping for air

Dark night…
Silence-loneliness,
Breathlessness-dizziness,
Palpitations and heaviness!
Awakening of a new dawn...
with some old feelings for long!
Crunching of the chest,
gasping for air,
fading breath...
This might be it!
This might be the end!
So soon, not known,
Heart is racing and I am falling numb.
Shall I stay?
Or travel to the other place?
What is here seems to still hold…
So many things left untold….
Scared to death or for death?
What is this feeling?
I don’t know…!