Death just seconds away....

I fell on the ground with blood tipping down,
I knew nothing of what had happened,
The time was just floating,
So weak I felt as if I was nearly dead.

I saw strange men come in,
My mind was just too shaken,
And then I was with all the plug-ins,
Lying helplessly not knowing what had happened.

They all looked weird to me speaking a language I hath not heard,
With my eyes scrolling about, I saw a man just around,
Yes he was the man I had known,
He seemed worried to me, with his eyes still following me.

I had no hope, O God! What will happen if I live no more?
I looked here and there in a hope that I could move,
For this might be my chance for that man to say,
I have always loved you for you are my soul mate!

My heart racing now, with tension building all around,
I said O God! if this is it grant my parents patience, as they need it,
Memories now floating my mind, had I done any good in so many years time?
I turned up to God and said, ‘O God! please forgive my sins'.

What if this is it? Has my life even started?
For I hath not known, life is short and may last no more,
And so helpless I felt that day…
With death just seconds away……